So in the meantime, here are three videos I took on the next to last, and last day with her. I am really proud of the fact that those last days were filled with smiles and laughter. Yes, I broke down, but usually it was when she was asleep or not in my presence. I tried to keep our interaction completely normal and continued with her schedule as always. I didn't want to tip her off that anything was wrong. Because I've seen her panic before when I had to leave her for a few weeks in November. And i didn't want to create that scenario for her again. So we just kept on like we always did... even though my heart was breaking behind the smiles.
She is my sunshine. Right now, my only sunshine. She makes me happy when skies are grey. She'll never know how much I love her...
So I share these videos. I'll eventually blog my final post about her and I. Just not ready yet.
~Shae
She loves to watch men at work!
I stripped her down to cut her hair and then realized the clippers wouldn't work. So we started playing instead. She always loved to climb on my back and giggle giggle giggle. So glad we have this on video now!
She is BY FAR the most fun I have ever had. I just loved every minute with her... even the stressful minutes! Eventhough her body is the size of a one year old and her voice ever so young, she had big energy and always brought a smile to everyone around her. She is such a good girl!
